Nyctophobia

Standing still will not get me anywhere. Reluctant to make decisions, work on projects, or even keeping in touch with people, I feel these as symptoms of fear. I’m not afraid of movement itself, or success, or even what people may think of my progress in life. Rather, the waves I create when I move through this life, seem to paralyze me. I know I was made to make waves, swim, but I’m ‘floating on’ like a Modest Mouse. Yes, fear of uncertainty ahead; fear of the dark. I do see that I can’t eradicate stiffness just by moving,...

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